I try, I try so hard to be nice to you. For our friendship to be what it once was before I went and fucked it up. But 'She' helped with that too. I don't mean to play with you, I don't mean to do any of this. But whenever I am with you, whenever I talk to you, whenever you mention 'Her' she is all I can think about. My anger towards her takes over. I don't even know where this sudden hatred came from. As soon as anyone mentions 'Her' I want to kick them in the face. Me and 'Her' used to be friends. I don't know what happened. I don't think it can ever go back now. This uncontrollable hatred.. I can't explain I feel hot all over and get piss off by everyone around me. It's not jealousy, I really don't know what it is. But I hate that 'She' tries to advise me over things that 'She' really has no right in talking about. I don't know. I'm sick of thinking about 'Her'. I'm sick of writing about 'Her'. Hate is a strong word, but towards her it is the only word.
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