If I go into The Darkness.

Dear Jasmine,
It is my fault, it is my guilt to carry.
It was me that was so stupid to say yes.
I know you love me, you don't need to scream it. None of you do.
That's not what you need to be yelling.
Really I don't know what you need to be yelling but it's not what your yelling now.
What you are trying to help me with isn't what needs to be helped.
I need it all to go away. The stress, the anxiety, the constant heart break.
I know I am loved. But sometimes that's not what I want.
Sometimes I'm not loved by the people I need to be loved by.
Don't try and fix what you don't know about.
I'm sure you have had your sad and shit moments my dear but you havn't felt the anguish I have felt and please don't try to.
Don't try to relate to this constant aching pain.
x