If I go into The Darkness.

No no no. It can't be sunday night already.
The stirring is already starting.
That feeling that overcomes your body when you realise the day is up and soon it will be time to go to school again.
You have to go to bed. But you don't want to. Going to bed only makes it come quicker.
You hide from school. You hide from everything that comes with it.
You put yourself in unbearably overwhelming place.
It becomes too much to get up in the morning.
You want to hide.
You want it to just go away and never come back.

I want to live far far away.
Run away from it all.
I want to be surrounded by fields of flowers in my little cottage.
Hide out in the fields of flowers.
No loved ones to worry about.
No boys to break up with.
Only me, my thoughts and my camera.
Maybe with a kitty.
Away from school.
Away from God.
Away from you.

Please don't make me go back to the hell hole yet again.