I don't understand my thoughts.
I want to be loved, but I don't want a relationship.
I want to be held, to have the feeling that only a guy can give you when he holds you.
It's so ridiculous.
Why do I want this?
Why do I want it when I know it's going to end?
What is the point of it if it's not forever.
Are these true feelings or just hormones.
I don't know.
I don't know any of this.
And none of it makes sense.
Why am I so determined to set myself up for more hurt?
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