If I go into The Darkness.

No no no no no!

I need people to want me.

I need guys to want me.

Don't tell me these things.

I don't care if it's the truth.

I don't care if I'm ugly as fuck.

I don't care if I don't have a chance in the world

Of getting him just please, please don't say that.

It kills me in ways I'm not sure you understand.

I was almost happy in those moments before I found out someone else sent that.

I felt wanted in those moments. It was amazing.

And yes, it was false. Fucking great..