If I go into The Darkness.

She sits on her bed, watching.
Watching the blood slowly drip down her arms and legs.
Head in hands she starts to cry again.
How could this have happened.
How did she get so far from where she was.
She was so much better.
She was so much stronger.
And then she threw it all away.
Everything that made her happy and who she was.
All gone.
She thinks,
Will it ever be the same now?