If I go into The Darkness.

The words you say to me, I swallow them whole.
Although you joke and smile when you say you don't care I am crushed.
Because I know you care more about your new friends then you do about me.
And it hurts me more then you could ever imagine.
I always have and always will care about you, no matter what.
I am never the one you love.
Never the one you declare it to over facebook.
You hardly even bother to return my calls or texts.
I know why.
I have observed it from the start.
Whenever you have new friends.
Whenever you make more.
You love the attention.
You love that people care.
You bask in this feeling that everyone gives you.
But don't forget me.
Please?