If I go into The Darkness.

I don't want to read this anymore.
I don't want to read about how you will get him.
I don't want to read about you giving into temptation.
I don't want to read about you smoking.
I don't want to read about how he calls you beautiful.
Or how he said you could text him anytime.
It's not fair, it's not.
Now I will never get a forever guy because you have the one I want.
Your hurting me more than you could ever think.
This is killing me.
It cuts so deep.
I. Will. Never. Get. My. Forever. Guy.
Never.
You. Will. And. Can. Get. Who. You. Want.