Anytime I have even the tiniest bit of hope you crush it.
So pretty much your saying,
'Of course he doesn't like you, he was talking to Rah too'
Well of course I have no chance.
Because she likes him too.
Of course he would never go for me because I'm in year eight and he's in year eleven.
Did you really have to point it out?
I didn't need to hear it.
Of course everyone wants Rah, who wouldn't.
She's amazing.
She's taller than me.
She's a better writer than me.
She's prettier than me.
She's older than me.
She's smarter than me.
She's more interesting than me.
She probably has more friends than me.
She's way better at everything arty than me.
No need to rub it in.
No one would ever choose me over her, or any of you. I know.
I have to live with it everyday.
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.
Fuck. My. Life.
I will never be able to get him or anyone like him.
i love the way YOU care for your friends. the way YOU are. the way YOU love them. even if what im saying has only got to do with a portion of what you were talking about, i dont really care.
ReplyDeletei see it steph, even if, or when you think no one does. i see how much you have to give and long for people to take it the way you want them to...and iv only really hung out with you a couple of times