I know I said I was fine with it.
I know I said I wanted it.
I know I jumped up and down screaming with happiness when I heard.
I know I would have killed any bitch that got in your way.
Because that was really how I felt.
But now I'm not so sure i'm fine with it.
Actually 'fucking insecure 'n emotional' sounds about right.
I hated it. I couldn't watch but it was so hard not to when it was right before my eyes.
I can't believe you did it right in front of her too.
She was right there, weak and vulnerable and you did it all anyway.
I felt for a while as though I was the only one looking after her.
Something changed that night. I'm not sure what. But I don't like it.
Damn you halloween.
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