If I go into The Darkness.

Just sit in the bathrooms.

Wait it out.

She interrupted.

She forced us inside

We did what we normally do.

Resist the words.

Reject them.

They lead us to hurt before.

I sit there overheating.

Clenching myself trying not to let it affect me.

I couldn't help but look behind us as she just stood there.

Hands in the air. Why was she near us?

You saw me and smiled. You walked up to our row.

I could never hate you.

You are really amazing.

You hugged me and asked if I wanted to sit with you.

I took my bag and followed you through the people, looking for his face.

I sat with you, staring into his eyes, finally trying to take in the words.

I found myself getting out of my chair so fast I almost knocked it over.

You looked at me and smiled, do you want to? You asked.

I nodded.

I know I need to fix this.

I need to be like I was.

How have I gotten so far from what I was?