If I go into The Darkness.

This isn't right.

I don't even have the words to describe it.

But if I hadn't gone to Boom in the past,

If I didn't used to go to church it wouldn't matter.

If I just knew her outside of all of this you couldn't tell her to leave us.

She can't leave me.

I need her,

I love her.

None of this is right.

You can't tell people who they can and can't be friends with.

You can't tell people to stay away from people just because their from

A different urban life.

I'm not an urban life girl anymore.

I hate this. All of this.

I never want to go back to this ever again.