If I go into The Darkness.

I gave up.
I can't sleep because of the pain.
I cut so deep I could see my fat.
All I did was trace my scars with the blade..
The scar just seemed to kind of burst open.
I don't know what to do with myself.
It's cold outside.
It feels like a school day.
I have counselling tonight.

Hello darkness.
Goodbye happiness?