If I go into The Darkness.

Lying in that park, watching the traffic on the freeway below me.

I just wanted a bottle in my hands to drink away the hurt.

I just wanted you to be there. I needed you.

I never thought I would need you, we're both so different.

But I did need you, and you weren't there.

I wanted to lie there until it all went away with a bottle in my hand.

I can't take it.

I'm weak. I can't fool anyone.

Please just hold me.