Never meant to be a star.

I don't want it to all just be manipulation and lies.
I want it to have been real.
I've never been able to let go, never.
But it's even harder when you don't even know the truth.
It all seems so fake, so untrue.
But what if I've made a mistake?
What if no one is capable of doing that to someone.
And then I go and accuse them of it..
Then what am I, I am no better.