If I go into The Darkness.

I don't know what to do. I'm so torn, so broken.

I'd do anything for all of you because I have so much love and respect for you.

And I don't think that's going to change.

Please just for once say you love me back.

I need to feel love from you. Your supposed to be my friends.

So why does this always feel like a one way friendship?

Please hug me back, please say you love me, please care for me, please let me know you'd do anything for me and truly mean it, please cry when I'm crying, please stop fighting.

Don't leave me, I think I would die without you.

Life without you just wouldn't be right.

Guys are messing us all up. I know right now he isn't just 'some guy'.

But soon enough he will be because that's always how it works.

This is how it always ends, there's always lasting hurt but their never worth it.

You love him now, you have your fun but it's not going to last for long.

And I'm sorry I sound like a bitch, I'm sorry if you hate me for making it sound so predictable and stupid or whatever but it's true I really, really wish it weren't though.

I'm so sorry this is happening because you have no idea how horrible this is to watch.

I can barely read your blog posts it's so heart breaking.

I don't want to see this end. It was so good.

If this ends, I may just too.