If I go into The Darkness.

I know I left you with her when she was first drunk.

But you had people to help you.

Not everyone was off hooking up and going home.

She wasn't even in her 'emotional' state yet.

You could have called me and I would have come running to help her if it was that bad.

I got no such call.

As soon as I got back from being with James I was called upstairs to help.

I didn't hesitate, I came up and helped straight away.

You stayed with me for a while I do admit.

But really you were just making it worse.

You can't just do that in front of her, or me for that matter.

Did you even think about my feelings once?

While you were all hooking up I was left to it.

I was left to clip up her hair, to hold her up so she could stand, to nurse her to sleep.

I didn't even get to say goodbye to him.

I really don't know if I like him or not but it would have been nice being able to say bye at least.

I'm sorry that I'm complaining so much about looking after you darling.

I really don't mind it just would have been good to have more help.

But remember I am your friend I am always here and I will do anything for you.

No matter what, no matter when.